sometimes, I think about the grammatical mistakes done by me. Actually I am working hard to get rid off from this problem. I always try my level best to write an error free paragraph in English but every time I find that I failed to do so. I have no time to join any coaching institute for improving my English. Specially my writing skills are very poor in English language. I read somewhere that "try try and try again and success will be yours" and "practice makes a man perfect" but I really don't agreed with that. I have a proper reason for that. I will not discuss about those reas0ns here in detail but I can only say that these reasons are totally valid.
Although I am sure about one thing and that is that I have to get rid off from this weakness at any cost. I am sure that god is with me and he will definitely show me the right way to overcome this problem....Ameen :)

today I decided to leave the Orkut. Actually I need some change now. These three years on Orkut were quite good til now but obviously Orkut was not providing me the level of fun & adventure that I was expecting from it. in fact now it was so boring. I am a big lover of change and it was the right time for that. So I decided that its better for me to leave the Orkut for some change in taste ...
Although I will continue with my blog. My relationship with blogspot is very old. it gives me a great platform to express myself freely in front of the unknown world.this feature of blogspot attract me most....
conti..... :)

akhir first year ka final result aa hi gaya, vo suspence, vo dar, result ki dehsat, bekar ki tension, doston ki daravni baaten vyagera vyagera... in sabka aik sukhad ant hua ye soch kar kafi fresh mehsoos ho raha hai. finallly first year me aggregate 70% ke kareeb pahunchne me kamyab raha. its like a win for me. after so much prblms and tension at last i could maintain a respected total in first year.
are haan...!! sabse jyada adventures to raha 10th july ka vo din kya jabardast sama bandh gaya tha. actually isi din result aya tha. mughko aik saadi attend karni thi aur mai jaldi se ghar vapas ana chahta tha. at last mai 4 pm ghar pe tha.. jaldi se maine site open ki and guess wht.. result aa chuka tha...hurrey!!
uske baad suru hua call ane ka silsila ...oh my god!! wht a russh in my cell approx 100 calls within 1 hr. i was receiving 3 calls simultaniously... bt maja bhi aa raha tha.. lekin jaise jaise time pass hota gaya sara maja dukh me badal gaya...why?? due to the bad result of my some gud frnds. I was really feeling v bad.
mere kai achhe dost fail ho gaye... :(( bt kya kar sakte hain?? uptu par to itna gussa aa raha tha ki kya batau koi samne hota to uski jaan le leta mai...(uptu employee ki). chalo jane do.. yahi soch kar saant kiya khud ko...
filhaal ab to coll open hone ka intezar hai ... chuttiyon se boriyat hone lagi hai... is baar ki summer vacations par kuch meethe to kuch khatte anubhav hue ... jaise jammu me vaishno devi ki yatra kaafi better rahi... vahi result bhi aik achhi news lekar aya.. but kuch doston ka fail hona khal bhi gaya...
in fact yahi to life hai ...... kabhi khushi kabhi gum....!! :) ...baaki baad me bye..

khwab

imtihano se kathin mai paas hona chahta hun,
asma itna ho ki swachhand udna chahta hun,
kathin raho pe mai chal k jeetna ab chahta hun,
is khule ambar k mai us par udna chahta hun,
sury ki najron se mai najren milana chahta hun,
singh se baahe mila k khelna mai chahta hun,
dusmano ke dilon pe bhi raaj karna chahta hun,
pyar apno pe bhi mai dugna lutana chahta hun,
tod de chattan ko aisi mai himmat chahta hun,
khwabo ko apne mai ab sach kar dikhana chahta hun,
kayaron ki bheed me 'kuch' alag dikhna chahta hun,
ban sake itihas yu mai jung ladna chahta hun,

aaj ka aik aur naya din suru ho chuka hai. college me prep leaves chal rahi hain isliye ghar par hi bore ho raha hun. vaise karne ke liye to kaafi kuch hai par pata nahi kyun kuch karne me man nahi lag raha hai. kabhi kabhi thodi der ke liye kitab uthakar padne ki koshis karta hun par koi fayda nahi aik ghante bhi theek se continue nahi kar pata. chalo topic change karta hun varna fir se bore ho jaunga. to aaj kal ka mausam kafi garm chal raha hai bahar ka temp. 4o cross kar chuka hai. dhup to aik dum aaj ugalti si lagti hai. ab april me itni garmi hai to june me to bhagvan jaane kya hoga!! jaldi se sess. & sem exam khat hon to kuch rahat ki saanse lun... vaise kaafi lumbi vacations ho jayengi lagbhag 3 months ki kya karunga mai itni lumbi chuttiyon ka uf it's really terrible...just joking :) saare dost is waqt jabardast padai me jute honge .. but mai kya kar raha hun???...only time pass.. ;) yahi to apna style hai... tension lene ka nahi dene ka... :) chalo bahut masti mar le ab kuch serious baaten ho jaye.. kuch log akhir kabhi nahi badalte akhir kyun. kya unko changes se dar lagta hai ya phir vo khud ko change karna chahte hi nahi hain . humesa har cheeg ka galat matlab nikalna. ho sakta hai ki mere sochne ka tarika hi galat ho but fir bhi .....ye sab akhir kyun hota hai mere saath . jisko mai pasand karta hun vo hi kaam mughse tab karvaya jata hai jab mai us kaam ko karne ki ichha chod chuka hota hun....khair ap log in sab baton ko nahi samjhenge isliye apna dimag mat kharab kejiye mai to bus time pas kar raha tha chalo kya karun google open karke kuch search karta hun....byee